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bleah

Mon, 21 Dec 2009 03:20:52 GMT

i a s s u
i h m
f m l

marriage d'amour

Sat, 21 Nov 2009 12:14:42 GMT

i really wish i had the chance to learn how to play the piano when i was young.

i think i would spend the entire day playing richard clayderman pieces to myself if i could.

so much for sleeples nights

Fri, 20 Nov 2009 03:35:48 GMT

im sleeping way too much for an exam prep week

craving for ice cream cone from sde and parma ham breadsticks!

arghhh

EXAMS!

Thu, 19 Nov 2009 06:11:27 GMT

plenty of inertia!
panic mode and sleepless nights alert :(

fifty cents indulgence

Tue, 03 Nov 2009 09:59:04 GMT

pam is addicted to mc donald's ice cream cone.

horrible week 12, please be over soon.

sometimes i dont even understand myself

Tue, 27 Oct 2009 09:28:33 GMT

thank god for lionel. what would i do without you bro.

Could it be that we have been this way before?

Sun, 25 Oct 2009 09:18:03 GMT

The best thing about tonight’s that we’re not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don’t think that I am trying
I know you’re wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don’t make me change my mind

Or I won’t live to see another day
I swear its true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed but I have loved you from the start

i nvr really understood this song until now.
how apt isnt it? could it be that we once spent days without fighting?
i wont hope but its just nice to hear.
wont you sing this to me on your blog in agreement?

Wed, 21 Oct 2009 18:29:46 GMT

at tuition on monday, we were going through some vocabs and one of the words happened to be 'thesaurus'

pam: do you know what a thesaurus is?
jaslyn: a book about dinosaurs!
pam: -_-

Fri, 16 Oct 2009 08:07:51 GMT

Dear God, I dont like to see people around me sad.
But yet I cant please everyone at the same time...

all hail queen dilly dally

Sat, 03 Oct 2009 07:37:08 GMT

I SHALL START MEETING DEADLINES
I SHALL START MEETING DEADLINES
I SHALL START MEETING DEADLINES
I SHALL START MEETING DEADLINES
I SHALL START MEETING DEADLINES

&

I SHALL STOP DRINKING COKE LIKE ITS WATER

highly dying commitments here..

max out sian

Wed, 30 Sep 2009 01:35:59 GMT

I hate doing my finance assignments and
I am always the last to submit my part for compilation

AHHHH.....

its been too long

Sat, 19 Sep 2009 04:44:27 GMT

been having many late nights this week. many assignments in the midst of procrastination and facebook and err.. msn.
thanks to my moronic friend, im now down with a flu and sore throat added on to my occasional tendencies to vomit.
well at least i passed the vomiting back to him. HAHA.

and i have yet to finish the photoshop to update FL. its been weeks since we updated and its worrying me.

right. so now that im done with some assignments for this week.
IM SO GONNA FINISH PHOTOSHOPPING TONIGHT
after i get back from tchoukball

if not ill kill myself...

when it hurts

Thu, 03 Sep 2009 12:10:08 GMT

for the last time..

Dear God, please help me move on.
pls t hrts s bdly.

not because of who i am

Thu, 20 Aug 2009 18:06:46 GMT

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You're

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

its been a long time

Sun, 05 Apr 2009 10:25:15 GMT

im doing everything but work. desperately trying to find something else to do, anything else but that which i have to do.
theres no order i can arrange my tasks into, everything seems to be priority #1 but yet im doing everything else besides these.
and its times like these i wanna escape, i just wanna run away.

its been a long time since i wrote anything on this space, i wonder what made me stop.
a part of me regret that i did because when i look back at the older entries, it helps me recall things and events, it brings me back, i feel every emotion as i felt it then. i wish i penned down more things, i wish i did it on a daily basis so i would never forget and i wish the fear of man didnt creep in. its pathetic to deprive myself of a method of memory because of this.

on a brighter note, i persuaded my dad to let me 'test' his new phone and just today he casually asked me where it was.
i said i wasnt done testing.
HAHA.
i love it and i dont ever plan to finish 'testing' it.. maybe only until the new iphone comes out.

alright, time to face up to the 10pm deadline and stop pretending it didnt exist.
srsly, so much inertia man... tsk tsk

dear God, pls help me find joy in this stretching process. i dont want to simply 'get over and done with it'

Sat, 29 Nov 2008 15:37:58 GMT

i ransacked the whole room. but i still cant find my two favourite rings.
goodness, extremely frustrating, if only i could just do a ctrl-f

=)

Sat, 22 Nov 2008 12:36:46 GMT

somebody serenade me with a guitar singing your guardian angel please...

i promise to melt and be mesmerized...

isaiah

Mon, 17 Nov 2008 14:21:10 GMT

the earlier part of today had to be the craziest time of this semester. it was frustration, panick and total loss rolled into one, all because of some silly assignment. i even dreamt about it the night before, goodness...

and its that time of the year again to camp at bishan library and go on a muggerthon. if theres ever a place that gets me in the mood to study, it has to be bishan library... with the glassed walls behind me and the sunlight streaming in and onto my table. im a sucker for such a setting when it comes to studying. the sunlight gives me a sense of security, knowing that i still have the whole day ahead of me.

sigh, could we just skip november anyway...

In repentance and rest is your salvation, in quietness and trust is your strength.

food for thought

Fri, 14 Nov 2008 19:28:33 GMT

thank God for brownies, marshmallows and espresso! my much needed indulgence and escape from exam madness.

and ill be back to conquer them all, one at a time =)

dreaming indeed

Wed, 12 Nov 2008 15:48:54 GMT

ill take it in the tiffany blue box, thanks.

what a beauty.

and the fire fades away

Thu, 10 Jul 2008 17:18:47 GMT

Over the sea and far away
She's waiting like an iceberg
Waiting to change
But she's cold inside
She wants to be like the water

All the muscles tighten in her face
Buries her soul in one embrace
They're one and the same
Just like water

And the fire fades away
Most of everyday
Is full of tired excuses
But it's too hard to say
I wish it were simple
But we give up easily
You're close enough to see that
You're on the other side of the world to me

On comes the panic light
Holding on with fingers and feelings alike
But the time has come
To move along

Can you help me
Can you let me go
And can you still love me
When you can't see me anymore

love is such a strange thing

Sat, 28 Jun 2008 17:50:02 GMT

its been almost three months now. i still cant believe we're not together anymore. and strangely i also cant believe that im beginning to move on. i never thought we'd have to come to this. i always thought a miracle would happen somehow, or rather i always thought you'd do something. i guess ive stopped believing. i struggle. i struggle to believe God's words about salvation for you. it really scares me too, to realise that we're both gonna carry on with our lives, on separate paths. well, life goes on. maybe a few years from now, we'll be able to look back at this without the pain and instead laugh it off as a part of growing up.well, maybe.

Wed, 25 Jun 2008 18:20:03 GMT

tonight was a night of strange encounters. on the way home from cell, in the span of my train ride home, 3 pple reminded me about the $500 fine i could get for drinking my bubble tea. then, a middle-aged indian man followed me out of the train, to the bus stop, up the same bus and down at the same stop. he kept staring throughout and thrice approached me with some random questions. i decided that i shouldnt even attempt to walk home and away from the crowd and so i waited there hoping i was wrong about him. but he stood behind me and waited too. it was close to midnight and i was freaked out. i finally called home and daddy came to the rescue.

who knows what he could have done to me if i hadnt been careful. goodness, what a night.

thank God for daddys.

confused

Sun, 22 Jun 2008 20:03:26 GMT

i read your bro's blog today. and in a very selfish way, i prayed that
there will never come a day where i have to make that long essay my own.

a matter of time

Thu, 19 Jun 2008 14:30:31 GMT

sometimes love alone just isnt enough